i though ....

today just go to skul like normally...

afther skul i was go to play badminton...

with friends....

wow....when i reach there...

the place was so quite....

i though tat was no people....

finally...just me and my friends play....

on the whole hall....=.=....

afther finish we go to yamcha....

walao...on the time was heavy rain...

how to i bac=.=....

so when i back....was feel soo tired...

get a rest den need to ready for tuition...

2day is my 1st tuition math...

erm...0k...not bad...

just i get slow oli...

must hurd nia..=.=...

afther take a dinner...

heyyy..~~

mizz him so just ask him....

abt his sick...

another way....he get a new job ady...

tat was a gud news...

gambateh gambateh gambateh to u la....^.^

remember that u are the best~

oways support u...~

hey hey..all the classmate of 5 jed...

wat ur feel after c dis...?

ugly..?nt nice....?

gv sum comment la..^^

路要怎样走~~

今天又想起他了...

昨天梦见了他....

内容很恐怖.....

{我从起点跑着去找他....}

{一路上都很黑暗.....}

{当我要到达的时候心跳加速...}

{当我看到他~~ }

结局我不想说出...因为我不想发生.....

对...想念他的心就是缠绕着我....

可是我觉得这样很满足了...

其实爱一个人让他开心就好了...

对吧?....

会觉得我很傻吧....

问我值得吗..?{值得}

等待是一种美....

如果有一天....你回来....

我会说....{ 不要再走了...好吗? }

{给机会让我们一起去面对}....

(别傻了吧....)

其实会有这一天吗?.....

没有人会知道.....

因为它是****等待~~!

{[ 安静了 ]}

撒娇的 可爱的 黏人的 爱哭的

照片里 曾经的 都是你喜欢的

如今我还在原地

你却走回你的记忆

你说我爱你太多

就快要把你淹没

你害怕幸福短暂一秒就崩落

分开是一种解脱

让你好好的想过

我想要的那片天空

你是不是能够给我

你说我给你太多

却不能给我什么

分不清激情 承诺 永恒或迷惑

爱情是一道伤口

我们各自苦痛

沉默是我最后温柔

是因为我太爱你~~

如果一切可以重来~~

如果一切可以由零开始~

{hii.....mind intro?....whr u live..?}

可是一切就是幻想~

[baby~想对你说声对不起。。]

[用错了方式去爱你]

[已来不及~]

[再说我爱你~~]

如果一切可以重来。。

我宁愿选择重新认识去你~~

加油~。。

想不到原来我的离开是他目标的开始。。

在我很不愿意之下做了一个。。

对我自己很残忍的决定。。。

我在想：既然那么坚决。。。

那我只好让他呼吸。。。

他的离开。。令我一直争执。。

为什么？。。对不起。。没答案。。

因为喜欢一个人没答案。。。

坚持到底。。

这四个字送给你和我~~

我不会恨你。。。

我不会忘记你。。。

我会一直在火车的轨道旁。。。

徘徊着~~

人不能陪着你走。。

可是心可以陪着你走。。。

无论是真是假。。。

我选择了。。

我愿意相信一切。。。

默默的徘徊着。。

愿你加油拉！！你行的~~

~down...down ..down....很好。。很好。。一切无法改变。~

做了那么多。。。算是白做吗？

不知道~

是不是很难受？

不知道~

有后悔过?

不知道~

一切一切。。都是不知道的由来。。。

不知道为什么会有感觉。。

不知道为什么为他做那么多~

不知道为什么那么痴情~

不知道为什么那么天真。。。

不知道为什么会在这里。。。。停止~~~

就像不在意一切一切~~~

The End~~~

不想发生的事情。。最终也发生了。。

痛苦。。难受。。的感觉再次重现。。

可怕的感觉向我而冲来。。

为什么？为什么？为什么？

我~在感情的世界里就是玩具。。。

没法改变。。。

死了。。。chin死了。。。

应该改变了。。。

不想再痛。。。

痛到不能呼吸。。。

疯癫的接近。。

忧郁的接触。。

跟它们只是擦肩而过~

挽回没用~~

CHIN!!!!! U SHOULD WAKE UP!! !NW!!!!

2day go to skul like normally....

sien and...feel so down~!

soooooooo stress man!!

deh 2day gt tuition of akuan....

bt even teacher oso can c out i on bad mud...

wat wrong with me !!

stress??????am i ..?

cn't continue with the akaun anymore....

jz after a few minute....

dad was buy durian .....

no mud to eat tat......

after he bac think can chit chat with him...

during bad mud...

bt he more bad den me i think...

anyway.....

BAD BAD BAD BAD!!!! ON JUNE!!!

I HATE JUNE!!!!!

supprise...!!

haha......last day when i reach home...

i was continue with my homework...

after that...i get a smell like sumthing...

a few minute later....my dad was come back..

and bring DURIAN~~!together^^

my love~~

so tasty...yUmMy~~!!^~^.....

haiz.....

school life ...boring....=.=.....

aihhhHhHhHh~~~~

get stress from 2day~~~~ahhhh~~

[ 我可以放弃吗？~~~ ]

open skul lliao~~!!

yor yor yor.....open school today~T-T

miss my bed sooooooo much.....

when i wake up on tat time i feel wan to cry out...[wuwu~~]

i oso dun no why ....

and at the same time missssssssss him so much....

all of this izzit bcz the holiday too long..?

and become lazy...?

however.....

how i during on school...?

it jz continue....ntg special...

and today teacher was give back the exam paper...

OMG!!!......almost....''fat man''

haizzzz......

after school was go back home....

and lying....becouse so tired....=.=....

den suddenly [ah tang] was sms me...

and say it got something want to give....

yoyoyo.....^^...that was a strawberry....and jagung....

[din't eat from long time ago...=p]

[thank you alot..^^]

after a few minute i was found a chocalate ball at my peti sejuk!!!

that was look like so tasty...

{boring ma...nothing to do ma...then take it down lo..=D]

oh~chocalate ball....yummy~^^ehmmm~~

after that i was during sms with him.....

dun no why i feel that he was busy...

but like [''ga ang'] sms with me....

maybe i think it more....

i just want to tell....

that was a missing~~====

{ just wanna be with you }

I got a lot of things ~

I have to do~

All this distractions~

Our future is coming soon~

Were being pulled~

A hundred different directions~

But whatever happens~

I know I've got you~

Youre on my mind~

Youre in my heart~

It doesnt matter where we are~

Well be alright~

Even if were miles apart~

All I wanna doIs be with you~

Be with you~

Theres nothing we cant do

Just wanna be with you

Only you

No matter where life takes us

Nothing can break us apart

You know its true

I just wanna be with you

可怕的感觉终于在我身上涌出来了。。。

==最近好像聊少了。。

==可是看到你的那一刻应该是滔滔不绝的啊~

==但是为什么看到你之后就好像无话可说呢。。。？

==只觉得轻轻地走在你身边。。。

==得到从你身上散发出来的暖气。。

==就好像盖上了一个温暖的被子。。。

==让我无话可说。。。

==而可怕是因为。。

==我想对你了解多一些的时候。。

=={ 它 } 总是离我越来越远。。。

==这些都不重要吧~

==重要的是。。。

[{ 你 + 我 = ❤ }]

==对吧。。？~~

yo yo yo.....

wed.....

after wake up at morning.......ready everything...

and waiting ginno gor coming for activity...

we go to THE STORE play badminton...

omg!!! din't exercise for 1 month ady...

after play my muscle was sooooooooooo pain!!

wuwu.....after back home got tuition somemore....

and tomorrow when i wake up...

sure like robbort...=.=....

a moment when i playing......

the ball was wedge on the net...~haha....

tat time me n ginno gor non-stop with loughing......so funny....

and we take the picture on that.....

and when we was continue the game...

suddenly the hide of leg of gino gor was.....

yer...cn't say out...soooo disgusting..=.=....

thur~

ntg to do....just stay at home...

and finish the homework ....

and tuition....

BORED.......................................

2DAY~

yuhu~~go out with him again^.^.....

i was make a lunch box for him when i was wake up on morning...

after that...i ready to leave from my house...

before that i give a call to him...

but he din answer....

one way i walk to station and one way call to him....

i was standing there for 45 minute~

haizzz.....after i was saw him....

my feeling is no more angry....is[ 习惯就好 ]

then he tell me i was call him around 50++ time...

so...?...... don't know....what want to say ady...

哭笑不得。。。

well ~well~well~just forget it....

after tat we go to jusco to shopping and buy some snacks...

wow.....all on sale.....so cheap....

and i beh tahan....oso buy abit ....

feel happy when shopping with him...^.^

after that i was go to cut my hair....

he accompany me....paiseh nia~~^~^..

QIANG*** QIANG***.....>>>>

my new hairstyle.....

when i was finish cut my hair....

ask him impressions.....he say look like...

lagi small =.=...means like a kid...>.<''

anyway.....just try a new style...hehe....

and today the time is too fast ady lar.~~

[why everytime hug out with him the time is going fast geh..]

===== T~T ====

~! sienzzz !~

How i during my weekend?...

haiz...when Saturday.. i was wake up early for wash all the cloth..

agn~=.="..

and when i was finish tat...

my two hand like no energy anymnore..

after tat just sleep ..sleep and sleep...

just like a pig..~

tat was i during on sat....haiz....boring life...

when sunday.....

OMG!!!i can't belive myself can sit infront of comoputer

and din leave on 4 and hour....

=.=..am i wase all the time ?...

haiz....and continue to sit til nite....

MONDAY.....today~

2day when i finish breakfast ..i was need to wash the cloth again...

=.=".....

after take a bath...i was hard to say to myself...

I NEED TO FINISH THE P/AKAUN WORK TODAY!!!

i can't be lazy anymore.....

finally...jz live 2 homework....

actually got 5 homework i need to finish it...

now stil stay 2 work...

tat is a good thing?....NOP....!....

i must wake up nw!!!!...

holiday just live around 6 day!!!

dun play play anymore AR!!!!!!!

and the sametime near the SPM!!!!

wake up ..wake up ...wake up!!~~~

2day just lik tat....haiz...the same word=the time is go too fas....

2day~

i was wake up at 9 something...and give a morning call to him....

wow....just wake up....it's ok....luckly i give a call...

if nt i will go there alone...and wait....

after finish ready....was go out...

yeah yeah!!~~can meet ang gai gai lu~~

the first we have to watch movie....'金钱帝国'

这套戏。。显示了以前的香港警察。。。跟黑社会没什么两样。。。就连警察也会收黑钱。。

而黑白不分。。。最后。。他们怎样给征服呢。。。？那就是。。。〉〉〉自己看啦。。:D


after finish the movie.....we was walk back to sg $$.....

one the way...i saw the CHILDISH!!![some one i damn hate]...

i just treat like din saw him....blekkk~~~!

after we reach sg $$ ...WOW....almost all the shop..

ON SALE....LOL....HAPI~..bt...[ no $$ =( ]

nex~we go eat mcdonald....i was order a big mac...

wow...tat was dun no hw many calorie~..=.=....

after finish...we walk walk ....n chit chat....

and go ts to shoot a ball....

when i was change the coin...

i forget to tell i need to change hw many...

den i gv RM5..bt it was too many.....

den i change bac RM3....

the counter aunt say: tell la...how many u wan to change haiyo!

wa~~so lc ar....fine!!....just forgive..!!!

after finish ply we go to buy ice-cream^^

the time passing so fast...=( ....

the time need to say goodbye...wuwu....

[cannot bear to part..]

reach at the bus stop....actually all the 'U' bus.....

can arrived my hse....bt i keep say..

dun wan dis bus nex...nex and nex.....

it is bcz wan to c him more...b4 i back to home..

after back to home was so tired dun no y...

after chat v my frz on msn awhile.....

taken a bath and go to bed....xp....

when i wake up...my mum call me to take a dinner...


i see my frs blog.....OMG!!the word sensetive....

say i am a "party queen"....oh !>.<.....

which part i look?.....well....

saw some picture ....

this is my frs take it....at the mountaintop...

tat was so beautiful....the background i saw in front of my eyes 1st time....

after i finish seeing the blog....

though can chat with him...

bt failed again....

wow....pening all the day~~

Thur....4/06/09...

y'day drink alcohol.?...bt i din feel anything...

BT!2day when i wake up my brain was so blur..

and feel painful...

=(... AND!!!my leg damn pain....

nid to take my sis later ...T.T

[ to kick against the pricks !]

fine....dis whole day lik so blur.....

oh my god!!!

later gt tuition my hmwrk havent finishhh!!~

when start to tuition i was during blur...

and ah tang was say....wat..?!you din do ur wrk..?

i say ..hehe ...paiseh..i will finish it fast as well... :D

after finish tuition i was feel.....

so pening~~and get to slp....

den i wake up after 1 hour....for chit chat with HIM....

about tomorow ^.^..so fast on friday...

the day he off..

2mrw get to gaigai withn him^

erm ~just 1 week din meet ..

bt the feel like long time din see....

so miz ya~hehe...quite crazy....[me]

we discuss abt the movie and everything.....

bt at the same time...~

i feel him lik dun wan to go out....

bcz of tired....bt i like keep asking him for out....

haizzz.....s0RrY nia~~ =(

hapi..?unhapi..?which 1 is the true..?

WED.....3/6/09

2day when i wake up...feel ntg special...n should i hapi..?[mayb]

after i comps my hair n wash my face...

i was ready to take my sis from skul...

bt b4 tat my gor gor{GINNO} suddenly sms me n say..

come to my house...den i just say ok ar^^welcome..

after i take my sis bac...gor was come...

n we chit chat...

well...~my mum was bac..n say it with supriced..

{omg...!tat is boy or girl?!!}oH nO!!@.@ DAMN fish mAn!

{mum!!tat was a girl ...is my frs =.=...}

gor was taken my phone to take pic^^..{sO cute..}

And we chit chat until 4 something....i was start to tuition ...(akaun)..

after tuition we will go to pasar malam ma...

den the teacher{=ah tang=} keep say...

oi !oi ! concentrate please.....

{=.= who din concentrate..?}

yuhuuu.~~finally finish lu~~Ah tAnG so gud^^

fetch me n emma go to destination...^.^

yeah...ready to go out lu~~

after we reach ...b4 we meet with bao them...

emma was tell teacher where we meet after finish to ramble the pasar malam.

den finish that..we meet with bao at FUN 0K..~~^^

YOYO.....wat oso din do..take picture 1st....wakaka....

just stay around 10 minute....we start to ramble pasar malam....

after we buy some food...we siting at one side and enjoy it....

and xh was eating the ...'炒果条'....

YUMMY~den i help her take a picture ...the reason is...

很像代言人。。。代言‘炒果条'。。wakaka....

den we walk around lo....

suddenly i c a tattoos so cool....bt tat was nt i reli to want it...

i luv tat was taken by other people...after i chat a phone...wwuwuwuw~

so i no choise just buy the cool one...^^

after finish to ramble....

we call ah tang for YAM CHA....

wow....2day i the 1st time i out late....and out at nite..

with frs...one way....i scare my dad were scold..

erm....i back around 2....IS THE 1ST TIME!!

even HE~oso say me... =(
hw come a gul go back at 2 around.?

sry ...everyone...~~

假期开始了~~

今天是假期的第二天。。

起床的时候头痛又晕晕。。

怎么了呢？T.T

过了一下就没事了。。然后就去带我的坏蛋妹咯。

（因为她今年UPSR所以假期都有上学）

带他回来后像刚冲完凉似的。。

唉。。头又痛回了。。

做了一点功课就去睡觉咯。。

起床后就继续咯。。明天要补了。。

可是功课还没做完 xp...

正当我做着的时候。。@%#$%\%@#

竟然没有电来。。停电了拉。。

=3=。。。气死我了。。

幸好不是在厕所洗澡。。

不然下到大叫。。（本人很害怕停电）

很怕在黑漆漆的环境中。。

因为我害怕什么都看不到的感觉~

haiz...天色还没暗下来。。

勉强的赶快把一部分做完，。。

之后真的忍不到了。。

就去洗澡咯。。厕所黑漆漆的，，

可怕~~

啊~终于有电来了。。电脑里的东西要开过=.=...

之后就继续作功课咯。。

明天终于有节目了。。

去康乐pasar mlm.. 怀念的臭豆腐。。=p

很讨厌的咯。。那些新闻！！！

突然说猪流感。。爸说：你明天最好不要出，，

YER!!!!好不容易才可以出。。我不理了拉。。

我不是不听你的。。只是难得假期。。

而且跟朋友也是最后一年的聚在一起了。。

只会想那些。。想下我好吗？！！

难道24小时都要在家吗。。？！

每天说我常常出街~

其实算起来我一个月出5次都不到。。！！

放过我拉。。老爸大人~~